i walked with Kimmi from english to computer class, she kept touching my hair."awwww, look at your little pony tail"
it seems like shes the only one who notices it when i make subtle changes to my hair, or clothes.
and i remember that she smelled sooooo good.
shes the only person ive ever been in love with.
she made my tummy jump, and my heart skip beats. when i could make her laugh, it was an amazing feeling. When i could make her feel better....when she called me to cheer her up...when she kissed me...
when i kissed her...
when we kissed each other...
I told Mark that i want a little girl and i want to name her Daisy...you know what he said? "do you want me to give you a little girl?"
he wants a baby with me...
before, the only time he said sweet things to me was when he was trying to get me off, now we can actually have a conversation and the sweet things will just fall out of his mouth.
Justin is sad
because i told him i think that hes moving too fast...the truth is, i feel ok about hurting him.
i dont care about him. i was perfectly fine this week, hardly talking to him
he doesnt make my tummy jump...
work is killing me.
im so busy lately that i dont have time to sit down. im really proud of myself though, because ive managed pretty well, sure, i fall asleep in some classes, but that's expected, and sure, i dont turn in any homework for my SAT prep class, but no one does that stupid homework. i hate that class, and it's too late to drop it. i havent understood a word the damn teacher has said since the first day i walked into the classroom. I hate my english teacher too. shes too caught up in dancing, and her little cheerleader daughter...she pisses me off.
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