Thursday, February 11, 2010
i moved out of my moms house and now im eating more than ever before. however...i got my tongue pierced the other day and all ive had in the past three days is half a can of french onion soup. it hurts too much to eat right now. im getting really lonely and im still huge. its raining and im pissed off. i wanna start losing weight again so bad but it seems that ive lost all of my willpower now that im not in school and i dont have daily access to a computer. i need a laptop so that i can carry it with me and blog any time i get hungry. im hungry right now but it seems that i dont have the energy to go through the pain of trying to suck down some more soup. so this is a good thing. lol. anyway...so im still in desperate need of a texting buddy to help me on my journey to 98 lbs. so if you are interested just leave me a comment with your email address and ill get back to you as soon as i possibly can. thank all of you for following me. i see that i now have a following of 91 and im so blessed to have this much support in this disgusting time in my life. i hate being so fucking fat. thank you all. i love you ladies!