Thursday, December 30, 2010

feeling like a christmas HAM

hey everyone!
so i feel all bloated and nasty after the holiday. My best friend and i are going on a diet as a new years resoloution. i will gain my willpower and lose all of this disgusting fat that i have let go for way too long. i promise i will blog more and let you girls know how im doing. thank you for all of your comments on my last post i really appreciate all of your amazing support! oh my god i have missed you all so much!!! leave me lots of comments and let me know how you all have been i promise i will try my hardest to get back to all of you. i am hoping to get a home computer sometime within the next 6 months or so. we are moving into a better apartment closer to our jobs and im thinking i will convince the hubby to agree to get us one! so hopefully i will be on a lot more.
got to go for now.
hope all of you had an amazing christmas!
hugs and kisses

Thursday, December 2, 2010

a quick update on my life

hello everyone!
i know its been forever since ive posted on this thing. and ive missed you all dearly. i think about this every day. how i need to get to the library to get in touch with all of my loyal followers and let everyone know how im doing.
im as fat as ever.
190 pounds.
im disgusting i dont even like looking in the mirrior. i need to get a computer at home so i can blog and stay on track. your words of encouragement are what kept me on track for so long.
please comment this.
i want to make this a daily thing but with my work schedule and my boyfriend taking up all of my time i dont know if i will be able to make a promise like that.
i met a guy at community service. service.
we live together in our little one bedroom apartment and celebrated 7 months together yesterday,
i am gaining weight like crazy.
i have lost all self control.
someone please help!!!!
i love you all to death!
hugs and kisses from the whale named daisy.