Thursday, January 24, 2013

sweet dreams are made of these...

i cant sleep again. which really sucks because i have to be up early so i can meet K for our workout. today i hauled my fat disgusting self up and jogged four miles, i wore a trash bag as usual to ensure sweating. by the time we were done i was completely covered and feeling great.i finished all 100 oz of water today and kept it under 1000 as promised. i had a small bowl of chicken noodle soup for breakfast after my morning coffee. at 4:30 i made a piece of grilled chicken and some steamed broccoli for dinner and after my process technology class i ate a yogurt with some chopped unsalted peanuts for a little extra protein so maybe i wont be as sore tomorrow. i know that it will go away the longer i keep up with this. i just want to feel good about myself on my wedding day, standing up in front of all of my family and friends. its time to take back my body. i just want to feel pretty in my own skin . i'm going to make this happen if it fucking kills me. i hope that you are all doing well. weigh in on saturday! i'd lost four pounds last weigh in so lets hope this next one goes as well. i've really been working my ass off so i'm hoping for big progress.

will post again soon lovelys
sweet dreams...
daisy <3 p="">

a quick update

Good afternoon ladies.
i'm sorry it's been so long. between school, work, taking care of the house and dealing with mommy dearest things have been hectic to say the least.

my sides are sore after the workout yesterday, but surprisingly my legs feel fine despite the three mile run before that. been keeping the calories to below 1000 and drinking 100 oz of water a day. losing fairly quick now that i'm committed. not sure exactly how much because i havent weighed in a while. i'm trying not to discourage myself by weighing every day. if i dont lose exactly what im hoping to lose i'll just get depressed. i'm gonna stay strong this time if it kills me. i have to find that strength that i know is in there. i found it before, and i can find it again. decided to bring my best friend in on it to make it a friendly competition. gonna be doing the Master Cleanse next week for a couple of days. Anyone wanna join?

Classes have been taking over my entire week since the semester started last week. i already have so much homework. 2 essays and 3 chapters worth of review questions to do.

Other than that my life is about the same. just been focusing all of my extra energy into trying to lose all of this "happy weight" ive gained since moving in with D.

Things between us have been fairly good lately. our 3 year anniversary is coming up the first day of may. Going to Houston to see a tribute Beatles band and spend the night in a hotel. Should be fun :)

been working on decorating the living room, i'll post a few pictures of my progress soon :)

keep your fingers crossed for me please :)

will post again soon
amy <3 p="">