Wednesday, March 25, 2009

im baaaaaaaaack....again! missed you all!!

Sorry I’ve been MIA for a while now. I had this insane, crazy, unbelievable spring break. Forget about eating, all I did was drink and smoke. We spent every day last week fucked up. My mom finally decided it was time to go to the hospital the Friday before spring break and so I spent all of spring break with the apartment to myself. The party continues until she comes home about two weeks from now. You can believe that I will be spending the next two weekends fuuuuuuuuuucked uuuuuuuuuup. The only downfall of having the apartment all to myself is the fact that it gets so unbelievably lonely…
For the past few nights, Dylon and I have talked on the phone from 9p to 4a. he stays with me on the phone until I fall asleep. He makes me feel so complete…I told him that I don’t know what I would be doing to fall asleep if It wasn’t for him. I wouldn’t be able to sleep at all. Last night he sat on his laptop, and played me music from his project playlist while I fell asleep. He didn’t even care that I snore. I don’t know what I would do without my amazing boyfriend. Waaaaaaaaaaay too much shit has gone down over the past 2 weeks to sit here and type. My effing fingers would fall off. Im trying to stay inebriated, and haven’t been eating hardly at all. I have trouble waking up for school, and I get extremely lonely at night. I will be continuing this party until the time that my mom arrives home to me.
Okay, girlies
Stay strong
I love you all
Amybear <3


  1. Glad you're back :)
    Sounds like you're having fun! My spring break isn't until the first week of April - I'm so jealous. :P Your boyfriend sounds really sweet. Stay strong~

  2. ^_^ <3 That's so sweet. Congrats on the freedom for the next two weeks. I get nervous being alone at night, but alone is the only state I feel comfortable with.

  3. YAY! I'm so glad to hear from you again! Haha sounds like you're having a good time too!