all i can fucking do is eat.
im a worthless piece of shit who can only think about herself.
and im a disgusting fucking fat slob.
i'll never be beautiful.
i log on and get to read posts about how all of you are doing so well.
and all i can think about is "where the hell did my willpower go?"
i cant stop making excuses for myself.
i hate my body.
how does dylon even look at me?
is he blind?