Monday, February 23, 2009

"the time has come the walrus said, to talk of many things. of shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings, and why the sea is boiling hot,

-and whether pigs have wings."

art competition was on saturday.
visual arts scholastic event.
or VASE.
i think i did pretty well.
never saw so many amazing looking asian kids in one place.
amazing bodies
amazing hair
amazing teeth
amazing skin.
it makes me so jealous.
been eating like a cow
and after this class, im going to go to the bank, head to burger king, and get a grilled chicken sandwich, an order of fries, and a diet coke...and i still have half of one of those really big candy bars.
any one know how i can just...stop.
i cant stop EATING
i feel like a pig.
like a whale.
like something big...and covered in fat.
something blubber-y
im disgusted with myself.
i make myself sick.
think im going to get back on the diet pills.
they make me feel so much better about myself.

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