Tuesday, February 3, 2009



Had a fairly interesting weekend.
Filled it with chicken nuggets, steak fingers, French fries, and hot fudge sundaes.
But im back on my wagon today.
And even though ive been eating like there’s no tomorrow, my stomach still looks flatter
My birthday is coming up in about a month, I will be 18!
Dylon and I have been talking all weekend.
Since Saturday night we have been on the phone almost constantly.
And we have been having phone sex like crazy.
But Saturday night I did something bad…
Yeah, that’s right. I cheated.
With this guy that I work with, who also happens to live in my apartment complex.
He invited me over after work Saturday, and it just…happened.
And I feel really bad about it.
But I don’t know what to say, I mean, I didn’t tell dylon.
I love dylon.
I don’t know why I did it.
I got…amorous.
I don’t really know though.
I know that I love dylon, and I know that I want to be with him forever, but were just going through a hard time right now, right? And it will be better once we are actually “together” again.
So ive been eating.
I might actually give myself one more day of eating before I go hardcore.
Because more than anything I want a taco salad, with nacho cheese, and chips…mmmmm…oh god. Yes, I think I might just do that.
Enough about food.
I feel bad because I am a slut.
Anyone know any ways to…uh…retighten…uh…things…uh…down there?
I don’t want to be loose!

1 comment:

  1. dont tell him. everyone always says tell him but its bullshit. people confess to lessen their own guilt. you have to live with what you did but he shouldnt have to as well.

    unless you think that in some way you are sabotaging the relationship to punish him for moving away? Or maybe testing his committment to you now he is further away?? could either of those be more true than you want to admit.

    Sorry about the eating weekend, dont let one burrito ruin this week, theres always a fresh start starting right now. Lx