i had an alright weekend all in all,
i talked to Mark Saturday night for three hours
he told me he loves me
over and over and over again
i love the way he sounds when he says it....
i wish i could learn to trust him.
theres just a part of me that feels like hes lying about who he is.
i cant explain
its all just too perfect.
im helping him with his heroin addiction.
or so he says
he put the needle down
and chemo starts as soon as he gets back home...
i havent talked to him since then though.
all i heard was "ill be right back ok baby? hold on just a second. ill be right back"
and he never came back,
and he hasnt been in touch since.
im not sure what to think...
im so scared...