so theres this girl...
her name is kelsey but everyone calls her Red.
she was at the beach the night we rolled on x.
and her and my boyfriend tried to take a walk on the beach together.
i said no.
i think theyre just friends but im not sure.
she's always there.
this morning when i went to pick him up she walked out of his house, too.
and automatically i was in a bad mood.
but...he promised me he's been faithful.
maybe theyre just friends...
maybe i'm just paranoid??
i dont even know.
i really like Red...
she's a cool person...but she really should understand that there's a line.
she cant just hang out with my boyfriend all the time.
but also...i dont want to seem too overbearing.
i dont want her to come between me and mathew.
i dont know...
anyway, i havent eaten anything today.
not yet, anyway.
im thinking i might actually go to taco bell and get a taco salad...maybe.
i reeeeeally wanted subway last night.
maybe i'll go to subway.
im so confused!
think thin ladies.