the birthday went well.
i went with Dylon to his house, and everyone ate cake and ice cream, i told dylon that my stomach was hurting and that i didnt think i should eat anything heavy. i picked at the chicken that his grandma had made, didnt want to offend her.
only about 100 calories
i burned them off afterward, however, when we got the house all to ourselves. his friends left after he told them to go home, and his family was gone by about 8:30
his grandma had gone to church,
so it was just us and his big comfortable bed for almost 3 hours.
i got home about midnight, and my stomach was growling like crazy.
i heated up a lean cuisine, and a can of green beans, and ate about half, put the other half in the fridge, i should have just thrown it away
went back about 3 this morning and attempted to eat it
i ended up just spit chewing it into my bedroom trash
that, and a snickerdoodle.
figured thats better than purging
less calories absorbed into my body.
anyway, this morning was a mess.
it started out pretty well, a bag of apple slices, about a cup, and a bottle of water, i was feeling good about myself. my stomach wasnt growling in pain from starvation.
i was okay.
i got to school and looked at the school breakfast.
it was a ham egg and cheese biscuit.
crystal looked at me and said i should get one.
i got the biscuit, put a little bit of grape jelly on it, and drank about 2 oz of milk, and 4 oz of orange juice.
all together, i calculated about 300 calories.
so that should tide me over until dinner, i plan on walking to the store tonight, getting another lean cuisine, and maybe eating half, and spit chewing the other half.
still get the taste. lol.
Raymond says hes going to be going on a diet here soon, i told him im going to make him go to the gym with me.
havent gotten my membership yet, definatey going to look into it here soon though.
i feel like a fat cow.
anyway, at least i didnt binge on birthday cake and ice cream yesterday, did good.
urging Dylon to gain a few pounds.
sick of feeling so fat around him.
feeding him every chance i get. haha.
i swear he's lost about 10 lbs since we've been together.
anyway, still hoping to get your suggestions for weight loss!
like i said, im hoping to be posting some pretty cool suggestions up here soon.
OH! im almost forgot.
im getting my red dragonfly pro-ed bracelet made for me today!
im really excited!
i bought the beads yesterday, and crystals mom said she would make the bracelet for me today
yay!
ill take a picture and hopefully get it posted some time next week, ok?
ok.
until then ladies,
think thin.
love you all.
Amybear <3