Wednesday, January 21, 2009

screaming on the inside

i think were breaking up.
hes moving 800 miles away to live with his grandma
hes going to college
he cried when he told me
i ate too much
im a fat, sad cow.
i hate my life
i want to scream
i want to crawl into a little ball and cry
i want to go into seclusion for a few million years
i want it all to be over
i need a friend =(


  1. Could you go with him or are you not old enough? I know it sounds empty now but you would be surprised how quickly it gets easier. and if it doesnt get easier then you'll figure something out. i'm sorry about your crappy day, your eating a lot is excused by your crappy day, turn off your brain and enjoy the endorphins, you can burn them off tomorrow... Lulu x