ok, so i spent so much time reading through all of your blogs, that i dont have a lot of time left to post myself! lol.
me and dylon had an argument last night. i got selfish and tried to talk to him about how im feeling about everything, my food, my mom, and everything, about how i have trouble sleeping at night alone, and how im depressed.
and it took an hour and 20 mins. i know this because he told me. "i was only supposed to be on the phone for an hour and a half, and you spent an hour and 20 mins rambling about yourself"
makes me change my whole opinion of him.
when we first got together he was pissed because i put up a wall, and n0w i talk too much?
anyway, been eating like a cow since i started my job.
steak fingers, frito pies, hot dogs, and lots of diet coke, soup, bread, been neglecting water, veggies, fruit, and exercise, i feel like a complete failure. im probably going to go eat more after i finish this post.
im such a disgrace.
going to get it all back on track today!
not going to take money with me to work, therefore i cant afford to eat the crap there!
going to plan out every bite i put in my mouth!
going to start walking all of the time and get back up to 6 bottles of water a day.
started drinking carbonated, flavored water, its amazing. 0 cals!
with all of the 0 calorie drink choices out there, why would someone drink their calories?
dumbasses. tsk tsk.
im still disgusting and deserve to be locked away somewhere.
im hungry, AGAIN.